Hamartia (Special Edition)

RaphaelWe met once two years ago - a few awful moments I'd rather forget - but he's lived in my head ever since. Lee Jaehyun. K-pop idol and star of every filthy fantasy I have these days. I should be thinking about the fact we just won our first Grammy, I should be focussing on our next album. I should be planning my wedding. But I'm not; I'm thinking about him. About what his mouth might taste like and what that body might look like under those carefully curated clothes. About how he might feel in my arms and what my name might sound like from his mouth when he's turned on. I'm not sure what this is; the near obsession I have with this guy, but it's burrowed itself deep and refuses to give an inch. I'll go insane if I can't have him just once. Once to scratch the itch, douse the flames. Except, it turns out once isn't enough, and it's not dousing the flames it's striking a match and I'm about to blow my entire life up. Jaehyun Raphael Scott is going to break my heart. He's an